(I guess because we touch the cervix) and when we don’t know if it is pleasure or pain but it is still good. Girls, you know what I mean right???? I couldn’t believe it myself!
It was an orgasmic feeling! I had to move, to moan, and most important to be free to do so!
We walked to a small wood, and I started to grab the trees. At some point, I was on all fours and told Vlad that it would be the perfect place to give birth, but I had given my word to the midwife not to give birth outside We went back in to our Jade room at 19:00, I prepared candles, essential oil, and Vlad put some Jack Johnson on. The party had started. The waves were getting high and big, and I was getting high too, my body flowing, dancing, enjoying the intensity. From time to time, I kissed my husband passionately and went back to the long sheets hung to the ceiling. It helped me to squat, to swing. I pushed the table out of the way in order to watch the sunset.
During the waves, my secret was to move, get into myself, concentrate, follow the sensation and visualize the opening. But between the waves I was very lucid, I could talk like I do usually, even joke. The intensity was making me go deeper each time, but I did enjoy it! I felt sensual, sexual, powerful and beautiful!
20:00, Ben Harper is on now, a new midwife came in, very sweet and nice, called Anne-Sophie. She just came in from time to time to check on us, most of the time we were alone. I danced. Not caring about anybody, I was kissing Vlad when I felt the desire to do so. I asked for meditation music. The waves were nonstop now and the midwife proposed to monitor baby’s heart, I told her ok but I may take it off if it bothers me.
Not long after that, the first pushing wave surprised me and literally pushed me on the bed on all fours, disconnecting the monitor.